(trigger warning)
How fucking boring it gets after a while. It’s really addictive and exciting and engaging and morbidly fascinating for a while, but once it’s been happening for ages, and it’s just habits that you’re stuck with, it gets so old.
Being cold, sick, tired. Lying to people. Having…
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So, this blog has meant a lot to me, and helped a lot of people, but at this point in my life, I don’t think it’s right for me to continue maintaining it.
The other people who have helped me answer questions may or may not still be willing to do that, but this blog is pretty much coming to a close. I’m not deleting it, so all the articles will still be there. Thankyou all for being a part of this community. Love and healing to all of you.
fatespectrum asked: What an unfortunate situation, I'm sorry darling. I'm glad to know you'll be making another one, however. I was scared of not being able to follow you anymore.
Yeah, I made it already. same URL, swirlycarnival.tumblr.com :)
it’s ok. fresh starts are nice.
It was hacked and deleted. I’m kind of heartbroken. I’ll make a new one soon.
I’ve learned a lot over the last couple years about mental health, body image, society, self harm, beauty, eating disorders, recovering from eating disorders, etc. And I’ve pretty much written all of it up and posted it on that blog.
It is there for anyone who needs help.
Signal boost.
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Anonymous asked: I Have an eating disorder. Had it for as long as I can remember. Its not a cry for attention or because I don't think I'm good enough. Its because, as stupid as it sounds, I don't know how to get over it. Like I don't know any different. And I really want to get over it. I feel like it holds me back alot in life. Any advice towards getting over it would be AMAZING. x
Yeah, I totally understand. You get used to certain behaviors and a way of living, and totally lose touch with what it’s like to be healthy or happy.
I believe in you. You can re-learn how to live. You can do this.
The best advice I have I’ve written in these articles:
cleanse your life from inner and outer toxicity
http://recoverandfly.tumblr.com/toxic%20people
unconditionally love yourself
http://recoverandfly.tumblr.com/unconditional
and probably most importantly, a basic guide to recovery:
http://recoverandfly.tumblr.com/recovery
I don’t check this blog super often anymore. If you need more advice, feel free to message me at my personal blog. Oceanevolution.tumblr.com
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Fuck off. Why do teenage girls think they can be in charge of how other people present themselves. Who made you the ‘fashion police’
I’m just sick of being around people who have such a narrow perception of beauty, who think that someone’s worth as a human is decided by whether they are hot or not. I just want to a world where I can run around with my armpit hair trailing down to my ankles and no pants on, without being called a freak D:
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everyone has the right to wear WHATEVER they want. whatever they feel good in.
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beanbird asked: i was wondering where your tumblr went. that's terrible. i'm so sorry.
I’M SO DISAPPOINTED. ):